Between A Sissy & Her Mistress

Just some thoughts between Mistress Delia and her sissy.

Sent via email to Mistress

My beloved Empress, where do I begin. . . 

I guess I should start here. . . I LOVE YOU!  Not some silly SL type love that means nothing! But truly LOVE you deeply.  THIS is NOT a silly GAME to me, this is REAL! I hope you feel the same way, and make the same commitment to me as I have to you.  I feel like we are cut from the same cloth, just different sides are showing. . . yours is the Dominant side, mine is the submissive one.   If you were to ask me to relocate, I would do everything in my power to make that happen.  I'm not naive enough to think it would ever happen, or that I could replace your wonderful husband, I know I would always be below, sub-servant to even him.  A fate I would gladly accept to be able to serve you.

I want to please you.  Why? I nave no idea, but the desire to make you happy is overwhelming in me.  The best analogy I can make is that it was a dormant part of me you have awaken. . . Like a caterpillar entering a chrysalis to transform into a butterfly.  Silly I know, but true.  To that end, I will do whatever you command me to do to the very best of my abilities, be it specific items of attire, wearing my plug, and or cage (thou I think I'll have to work up to a long time in the cage. I need to learn how to sit so it doesn't become painful.)  My only real limitation is financial, as you know I live on a fixed income and mom's benefits aren't great!  But none the less, I will do my very best.

I'm scared also. . .  Not so much as to what I will become for you, that is something I will gladly do to please you. . . (per above) but what everyone, my family, few friends will think.  If I were alone in the world, it would be so much easier.  

Time to look deep into myself! And let you know why I'm always so down on myself.   As you know I was married for over 18 years, and it didn't end well. I actually walked into my home to find her in bed with another man. Someone I though was a friend. In the course of those long years, I was constantly berated, told I messed things up, said the wrong thing at the wrong time.  Till this day, I feel like I always do the wrong thing. Or it's never good enough to please anyone I'm with. . . my family or one of the very rare woman who actually will go on a lunch date with me.  I'm simply not good enough for anyone to want to invest their time in.  I know you told me to change my thinking, but it's gonna take me a bit of time.

Well I think I covered all the items I needed to.  

I would truly appreciate a plan to follow. . .  it's easier for me that way, no idea why.

With my complete submission, your sissy,

               Sarina

MISTRESS REPLIED. . .

Oh sweet sissy,

These words. I feel them SO much today. I know you are everything everything everything in this email.

I KNOW that a part of you, an important part is awake now...and wants to be changed, guided and molded. You have taken ALL the correct steps. Oh sweet sissy, you ARE so ready. SO READY to grow.

And I am so proud of you, and am just thrilled to be your guide on this journey.

This is the most important rule though... IF SOMETHING DOES NOT SIT WELL WITH YOU, YOU MUST MUST MUST TELL ME. And we will talk about it and change if needed. 

I want you to feel always safe and happy on this journey. 

Deep sissy breaths!

Down the rabbit hole we go!!

HUGS!